memory (05/01/2008)

today...the night so quiet...

i lost my account book...looking here n there...

but failed to find it..

sad..dissapointed...

i scold myself..how come i so useless...

i really tired.'my brain cant function well...

cant think properly..cant do a gud things...

lost energy...

exam is coming..i still no mood to study

i still cant concentrate....

i duno how...

while finding my acc book..

i found out my diary which had written three years ago...

i just realised that...

this n this n this have happened before...

but y no this such memory in my mind...

so funny...

after flip through...

i tear out all....just leave those pages that recorded the moment that cannot be forgotten

i dun want to remember the bads...

just let it go..

i wana start a new life..

turn over a new leaf...

please pray for me..

to succeess, to achieve my dreams....

but please wish n pray for me ...

i will hv my final exam soon...

18/1-31-1...

scary day...

i really cant imagine what will happened on that day..

smile?cry?

hopefully i will only smile n laugh..becox i know how to do question....